being called annoying is literally the worst thing ever because then you’re scared to ever say or do anything again and you end up isolating yourself because you think everyone hates you and you feel insecure about everything. long story short pls dont call people annoying
I spent so much of my time this year dwelling on the people that I thought I had lost or left me behind, so much time feeling left out or forgotten, unimportant.
After coming back this summer, I taught myself to forget that feeling. To always push forward while being grateful for memories left behind.
It’s so true what they say, that people change and friends grow apart. There’s really nothing you can do about it.
Sometimes you just take different paths and your mentality changes.
It doesn’t suck any less now than it did before. But I also realized that it wasn’t really my fault.
I think I used to think that the most important thing was to put others first, especially for those you thought were your closest friends. But the truth is, at the age that were at, there’s nothing more important that learning and growing within yourself. Don’t give others the responsibility of defining you or becoming your definition.
I always used to look for myself in others, not knowing who I wanted to be.
Gotta work on becoming who I am and just leave those that don’t want to know behind.
I gotta find myself first.